In Search of Lost Innocence

So long nv blog le... woo.... The debate is now on Band. Whether to continue the hobby or give it up, since it has halted todae.. With no more band pracs le.. Haix... Ppl tellin mi: 'Where is your passion that u had in Montfort? Where is the good nutured player tat i saw the last time...!!??' 'Why not? Band is so fun.. I m gonna continue learnin more about instruments.. And pursue it...' 'How i wished i was a saxophonist..' These comments damn objective lo... Sianz.. Now i dunno wat to do le... MY passion died 3 years ago wen SCC came in the destroy MSSB. The batch before us couldnt subdue her... Den came a TAY... WTF... Completely destroyed our dream... It was hell lo... Lucky he left at the end of 2002.. But my batch committee was alreadi chosen, and many workin principles were dumbly fixed by the 2 demons... The battle for SYF at 2003 was a tough one... Due to strong odds against us... Haix.. We managed past it.. Now in NYJC. The main reason tat i didnt wanna...

To tell u the truth. I m realli sad. Realli. I was quite prepared for this moment, but still, it was too hard a blow. While waitin for Miss Yue car to come, i was overblown by the result. I juz sat down there and stone. Tryin very hard to hold watever is comin out from my eyes. Sianz. All i could do is to blink so tat it doesnt come out. Ohh man. wat a result. Wat i(we) worked hard for didnt came to us. I wanna blame a whole lot of ppl n things. But so? Its over. Dun realli feel like bloggin. But i still think is a bit unfair. Juz becoz of the judges' own taste and preference, a band can be awarded any medal if the music appeals to them. Not becoz the band fulfilled the requirement, but rather the band plays the type of music the 5 old men liked. Enough. Life gotta go on. Yeah. Back to normal ba. Love you guys out there, whom i fought together wif.. Yeah... Well done NY band, nevertheless.