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Thursday, November 29, 2007

Survey, Again??

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Just having fun doing this survey which i got it from my friend's blog. I know him when i was in the preparation course to Middle East (more specific, to Jordan). His name is simply called Nadzeem. He is now studying in Irbid, Jordan. *Sorry Nadzeem for promoting u here!* Hehe.. Actually i accompanied KS to tell mama (the person who is responsible for each floor in our hostel. Just like warden!) that one of the pipes in our 'beloved' toilet is leaking. So, the toilet is flooded with water (make it clear that the leakage is not from the bowl of toilet! It's from the pipe ok? The cold water pipe!). Then the technician will repair the pipe, but till now, there's no one has come here and look after the pipe! While waiting (im not really waiting for the technician actually. It should be the best moment for studying! Wanie, get back to your desk please!), im having this type of releasing - tension - way before i continue my study.. Just share with me.. It's all about me INDIRECTLY..



1. How old will you be in 12 months?
*21

2. Do you think you'll be married by then?
*Really have no idea on that.

3. What do you look forward to most in the next 3 months?
*Im concentrating on my final 'Microbiology' which will be on 12th December. Then i will have my winter break! Yeah..

4. Who was the last person that you call?
*KS, but i didnt use my own mobile phone.. It was this evening!

5. Who was the last person to text you?
*Really dont remember since i lost my phone last 2 days. Now i am the 'phoneless' girl!

6. Do you prefer to call or text?
*In Moscow, i prefer to call. But in Malaysia, that will be switching to text (hey, i wanna save my credit!)

7. Do you have any pets?
*Yes. 10 cats. I hv posted about this before.

8. What were you doing at 12 am last night?
*I was sleeping that time! And i just woke up at 2 am.

9. Do you like carrots?
*Yes, i really do like carrots.

10. When is the last time you saw your mum?
*Before i flied back to Moscow on 1st September.

11. How many houses have you lived in?
*There's only one which is my beloved home now..

12. How many cities/towns have you lived in?
*Klang, Moscow

13. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
*Of course shoes! Can u imagine i walk without shoes during this snowy day?

14. Are you a social person?
*Not sure.. What do u think?

15. What was the last thing you ate?
*Rice, vegetables and chicken with lemon sauce. Prepared by Pena..

16. Favorite color(s)?
*Black, blue. It is including blue black.

17. What are you doing for your next birthday?
*Havent planned yet.

18. What is your favorite TV show?
*No favourite TV show now..

19. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
*No jelly please..

20. Last time you had a bath?
*To be honest, it was this morning =)

21. Last item you bought?
*Pizza with vegetables. (is it considered as an item?). If not, the item will be stationaries.

22. How many glasses of water a day do you drink on average?
*Maybe 4 to 6 glasses.

23. What kind of foods do you prefer?
*'Kampung' style.

24. What are you listening to?
*Of course music.. This survey should ask "What kind of music do u prefer?"

25. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
*Nope. Anywhere i can sleep. Anytime.. But lately, i sleep improperly. Dont know why..

26. Do you know how to play poker?
*No

27. What are you thinking about?
*How to improve my Russian Language. Now im thinking how can i memorise the clinical terms in russian for the class tomorrow!

28. Any plans for this weekend?
*Frankly speaking : STUDY!!

29. Do you eat out or at home more often?
*At home.. The more, the merrier.

30. What would you change about yourself?
*My style on Islamic practice. It should be better than now!

31. What are you wearing?
*Seriously u wanna know? T - shirt and long pants.

32. Who was the last person to tell you they liked you? When?
*I cant share with u who's the person but it was last spring!

33. Have you ever been in an ambulance?
*Never once..

34. Do you prefer an ocean or pool?
*Ocean

35. Who's your crush?
*Should i tell u huh?

36. Do you know how to drive a stick shift?
*Dont know..

37. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
*Foods may be.. That will always be the SUSHI =)

38. Do you wear any jewelery 24/7?
*I havent jeweleries right now. Do u wanna give me some?

39. Do you speak any other language?
*Yes i do. English, Russian

40. Do you love anyone right now?
*Hurmm.. Yes i do.

41. Who is the funniest person you know?
*My friend, Pire who is studying in Seoul, Korea (he always make me laugh by his jokes eventhough i am really sad at that time.. Thanks Pire)

42. Do you sleep with stuffed antilopes?
*No

43. Do you have any regrets?
*A lot..

44. Do you like coffee?
*Yeah. It's better to say, Im craving for coffee!

45. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
*I dont have phone right now. But it was the song 'Sayang Sayang' sang by my niece, Rina, recorded by Nana (my sister)

46. What is the color of your bedroom walls?
*Green with leaves

47. Do you shut off the water when you brush your teeth?
*Sometimes yes, sometimes no..

48. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
*Yes.. And they always be my family

49. Do you miss someone right now?
*Yes, i do.

50. Do you talk to the person who posted this before?
*Yes. I had talked to Nadzeem before..


--> The best moment in my lifetime is being with my family

~ Welcome back Mia! U r almost welcome in our home.. eventhough im not there right now. Take care mom and dad. Send my regards to Mecca Al Mukarramah. ~

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

happy belated birthday Amna!

This entry is specially dedicated to Nur Amalina Faisal, the arabic language and literature student of Yarmouk University :

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR..
( On 25th of Nov )
  • Hopefully you will be always in the pink of health
  • Hopefully you will get everything that you dream of
  • Hopefully you will always be blessed
  • And hopefully i can meet you up! i really miss u dear!


Maintain your natural beauty ok?

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Sayu Hati Perlu Diubati..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

* Ini hanyalah entri beremosi. Jangan nangis ok? Jangan ejek juga! Malu den nanti... :) *


Aku : Assalamualaikum, sapa nih?

Mak : Waalaikummussalam. Mak ni.

Aku : Mak, ni Wanie ni.

Mak : Mak tau.. Sape lagi yang nak talipon waktu2 macam nih?

Aku : Oooo..Mak apa kaba? Sihat tak?

Mak : Alhamdulillah, cuma tekak nih gatal sikit.

Aku : Mak makan ape sampai tekak gatal2?

Mak : Entahla.. Mungkin masa 'kondangan' kot, minum air sejuk..



Bla..Bla..Bla..





Mak : Wanie, maghrib dah 10 minit berlalu..

Aku : Ooo.. Ye ke? Ok la kalau macam tuh.. Mak punya flight bila ek? 1 hb tu hari ape?

Mak : Hari Sabtu. Next week la.. Ingat 28 hb nak buat kenduri qiqah Ammar dengan Kak Mija sekali. Nak buat 29 takut sibuk, nak amik Mia kat airport. 30 pulak takut dah lambat sangat.

Aku : Ok la kalau macam tu.. Mak, kalau Wanie tak sempat nak talipon Sabtu depan, Wanie nak mintak mak jaga diri baik2 tau. Mak doakan Wanie habis belajar kat sini, doakan Wanie sihat selalu.. Mak doakan jugak yang lain ye..

Mak : Mak selalu doakan Wanie. Doa tu doa jugak. Yang penting kene fikir positif. Kalau orang lain boleh buat, Wanie pon boleh buat jugak. Wanie pon doakan mak dengan abah kat sana rajin beribadah, sihat dan kuat kudrat nak tunaikan amanah ni.

Aku : Okla mak. Nanti mak bagitau abah gak tau apa yang Wanie bagitau mak nih. Jaga diri baik2.. Kirim salam pada semua. Assalamualaikum.

Mak : Waalaikummussalam.



Situasi nih berlaku time aku telefon mak aku tadi. Aku dapat tahu mak dan abah aku terima tawaran menunaikan ibadah haji hampir 3 minggu lepas. Aku rasa happy. Tapi dalam masa yang sama, sayu jugak terasa. Time aku berborak dengan mak tadi, menitis jugak air mata ni, tapi tak berbunyi sebab malu dengan mak. Ye la.. Dah besar panjang pun masih nak nangis lagi. Ciwek orang Jawa kata. Hehe..

Tambah2 Kak Mija (kakak ke - 2) pulak nak sambung belajar di Melbourne, Australia. Pun sedih juga! Bila lagi aku nak jumpa dia dan anak2 sedara aku (Anis, Aina and Arfa) lagi. Pikir2 balik, terasa nak turun Australia la pulak dalam masa 3 tahun nih. Tapi macam ada budjet je.. *Termenung*

Last 2 days, aku terime pulak message ym dari Mia. Katanya dia balik Khamis depan. Hurm... Happy nye dia.. Boleh jumpa anak2 sedara before diorang bertolak ke Melbourne 16 Dis nih. Kat sana pon boleh jumpa lagi. Tapi takpe. Biasala terpisah2 ni.. Dulu aku 5 tahun duduk asrama, ok je.. Sekarang nih apa nak sedih2, kan?

28 hb nih mak nak buat kenduri doa selamat kat rumah. Untuk mak n abah nak pergi haji, untuk Kak Mija nak ke Australia and Aqiqah Ammar (anak sedara aku yang latest - anak Kak Idah, kakak - 1). Aku miss lagi kenduri kat rumah!

Dalam minggu ni, rata2 orang sekitar aku berborak pasal cuti winter kali ni. Ramai juga nak balik Malaysia. Tak kurang jugak nak bercuti ke Spain, Paris, London, mana lagi entah! Seronok dengar diorang ada plan sendiri.. Aku belum plan lagi nak pergi mana2. Rasa malas la... *Asyik malas je aku nih*


~ Berjalanlah di Bumi Tuhan. Lihatlah keindahan ciptaanNya, nescaya kau akan tersedar Kebesaran dan KekuasaanNya ~

*kondangan - kenduri kahwin
*ciwek - suka menangis
>> Istilah Jawa yang kitorang satu family selalu guna.

Monday, November 19, 2007

Sechenov Unity Games 2007

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Hurm. Dalam entri yang lepas, aku bagitahu yang hari Ahad lepas ada Sechenov Unity Games. Aku participate dalam sukan yang paling aku suka dan sayang >> Ping Pong. Aku berpasangan dengan KS. Sekarang ni rasa memang serasi la dengan KS. Setelah beberapa tahun aku cari partner yang serasi untuk main ping pong (sejak Nur Liyana Mohd Sharif, kawan aku pindah sekolah masa form 3, aku dah xde partner regu yang sesuai, sampailah aku diletakkan untuk menjadi regu dengan KS.).

Aku malas nak cakap panjang2, biar gambar yang menceritakan semuanya..


Wanie and KS


KS in action

KS in action (lagi)

Wanie and KS (jadi pasangan regu)

Wanie in action

Wanie in action (lagi)

Team futsal yang best! Nama team : XOXO (2nd place)
>>Tu nampak tak Dibah tu?? Barisan depan, paling kiri. Tu la roomate aku yang lagi seorang campur Fatt

Team netball KS : Penyu Ninjas
Apasal ada aku? Aku jadi pengganti sebab team ni time tu xcukup player

Ni baru team aku : Soulja Galz (3rd place)

Ni pulak? Hurm.. Ni la netball referees kita yang HOT!! Yeah!

Aik? Ni apasal tetiba ada kek lak nih?
..........................................................................................

Nak tahu? Ni la kek hari jadi Shahida (kitorang panggil Cici sebab dia comel dan lagi kecik dari kitorang.) Hari jadi dia 19 Nov yang lepas. Di kesempatan ni jugak aku nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Jadi buat Atiqah Asbi (anak usrah aku) yang menyambut hari jadinya yang ke - 20 hari ini (21 Nov 2007)


~ Bersukan mampu mengelakkan tension, beribadah boleh menghilangkan depression ~

Saturday, November 17, 2007

Mengenang Zaman Muda

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Tika ini, aku hanya mampu tersenyum membelek gambar - gambar dalam simpanan aku ini. Lepas menelaah, aku melepaskan sebentar lelahku dengan meneliti gambar ketika aku 'muda - muda' dulu. Senyum lagi. Betapa tidak matangnya aku dulu.. Betapa kebudak - budakannya aku dulu! Sengih. Saja nak berkongsi zaman muda aku dengan kamu. Mahu kamu berkongsi dengan aku? Mahu?

Tahun 2005 : Dengan senior Sambestari >> Kak Atique Maliki (sekarang beliau berada di Ukraine menyambung pengajian dalam bidang perubatan).

Tahun 2004 : Ketika sesi penangkapan gambar untuk dimuatkan dalam AnNur (majalah Sambestari) Updated: Eh bukanla.. Nama dia Imtiyaz.. Thanks Asma'! Nih mungkin sbb dh byk sgt term Arab dlm kepala otak nih.. Tu yang main letak je mane yang sedap.. Hehehe. Inilah 'Geng' aku dulu ketika berkhidmat sebagai Ketua Pelajar. *Mana Asma'? Apasal ko takdak time nih ek?*

Sebelum tahun 2004 berakhir; sebelum dak2 form5 berperang dengan SPM: Perlawanan bola jaring antara aras. Sukan Asrama 2004. Aku jadi kepala yang menganjurkan sukan ini bersama AJK Sukan yang lain (kata Biro Sukan...)


**Bagaimana agaknya zaman muda kamu dulu ye.. Alangkah seronoknya jika boleh berkongsi..**



P/S: Esok (18 Nov 2007), akan diadakan Sechenov Unity Games di sportzal M2. Kepada yang main, SEMOGA BERJAYA diucapkan. Mainlah dengan bersungguh - sungguh. Tunjukkan semangat kesukanan yang aku tahu dah lama terperap dalam diri kamu! Bersemangatlah seperti mana Cik Fatt kita bersemangat! Kan Fatt kan?? Aku pun bersemangat juga.. Kepada yang buka gerai tu, SEMOGA JUALAN LARIS esok. Kepada penyokong - penyokong, sokong team favourite anda ok? Biar kita semua gembira..


~ Minda yang cerdas lahir dari badan yang cergas. Badan yang cergas terbit dari amalan yang sihat. ~

Thursday, November 15, 2007

Reasons why you should date a Doctor - To - Be

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Just now I was looking through my friendster and at one of the posted bulletins, I have found such an interesting topic entitled "Reasons why you should date a doctor - to - be". I read it and have decided to post it in my next entry. But first of all, I want to emphasize that this is not the way I figured out this profession. For me, a doctor is a noble profession that should be protected because a doctor deals with humans' lives. I post it because I want to share something with you. Just for fun. Because I have fed up with all these Russian terms for hypertension (this is what im doing right now. >> memorizing all these terms for tomorrow's lesson! My tongue has been twisted pronouncing these words). These are what people 'think' about date with a doctor - to - be. Okay! Lets check it out!

Doctors:

1. They have the tool (stethoscope).

2. They can give you the gift of "missing them" because they are always at work.

3. They can give you a free medical consultation (everyone's favourite).

4. You save yourself the embarrassment of going to a doctor with an infection.

5. They are smart.

6. They know their anatomy well.

7. They are well trained to listen.

8. They know how you feel, or at least pretend to!

9. They always have a strange new story to tell.

10. They offer you a tissue when you feel like crying (it is a reflex).

11. They can stay up all night if you want them to do so.

12. They are unshockable.

13. They always dress nice.

14. They can guide you in the gym.

15. Money! (That's why they work for long hours).

16. Free medical samples.

17. They know what do you want to hear and tell them.

18. They are trained in breaking bad news in a nice way.


And now, I want to know how u figure out this profession. Is that just for fame or wealth? How to be the best doctor? Is it by curing patients physically, emotionally or both? I leave these questions for you..


~ Setiap pekerjaan adalah amalan selagi ia tidak bercanggah dengan batasan agama ~

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

All about Nasyid..

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Pertama sekali, aku nak minta maaf dengan isi kandungan entri aku sebelum ini. Serupa tidak tahu bagaimana cara mengendalikan diri sendiri (walaupun sebelum ni sudah publish entri
'How Do I Manage My Stress'.).


Tadi bila aku buka je blog ni, di shoutbox, Cik Ryn aka Si Bintang kita sudah mengetag aku. Jadi aku pun tengoklah tasknya. Wow, pasal playlist la pulak! Aku ni bukan rajin sangat buat2 tag nih. Tapi kebetulan bila ditag, tiba2 rasa nak buat pula. Hurm.. Terus terang aku cakap, aku lebih cenderung dengar lagu nasyid. Orang kata apa ek? Suit dengan jiwa? Betul ke tu? Entah la, aku pun tak tahu. Hurm, lagu lain dengar je, cuma dalam playlist yang aku selalu buka ni semua lagu nasyid. So, semuanya takkan lari dari situla ek! Ok2.. Jom kita start buat benda nih...


Instructions: Put your favorite music player on shuffle and fill in the names of the songs in the order they show up.


If I got lost on a desert island, I would yell:
Mustika - Cinta Zulaikha

Ada bagi apa2 kesan ke? Cinta Zulaikha adalah Cinta agung. Cinta aku?

My parents are like the song:

In - Team - Bisikan Nurani

Hurm.. Mak Abah selalu jadi insan yang teristimewa dan terdekat dalam hidup. Kalau bunyi tu, lebih dekat dari Bisikan Nurani.

Highschool was like:
Firdaus - Cinta Dan Harapan

Zaman sekolah dulu la paling banyak meninggalkan kesan cinta dan harapan. Untuk Dia adalah Cinta, dan Harapan kepada cita - cita.

Behind my back, my friends think I'm:
Hijjaz - Mata Hati

Harap - harap aku selalu la jadi Mata Hati untuk korang ye.. Apakah maksud Mata Hati? Fikirkan..

Next time I'm in front of a crowd,I'll say:
Brothers - Cinta Kudus

Cinta Kudus selalu bersemi di jiwa.. Eceh..

This song describes my grandparents:
Saujana - Hayat

Tanpa mereka, tiadalah Hayat untuk aku.

My best friend is like:
Saujana - Sekeping Hati
Kawan karib seperti Sekeping Hati yang melengkapi..

What I did last night was:
Rabbani - Adab Dan Sopan

Sentiasa berAdab Dan berSopan sepanjang masa.. Bukan last night je..

What makes me happy is:
Raihan - Solatu Wassalam

Solatu Wassalam penenang jiwa..

My alter - ego is:
In - Team - Kalimah Cinta

Ya Allah.. Aku berharap iman aku tidak cepat luntur hanya kerana Kalimah Cinta

My make - out song is:
UNIC - Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu
Ya! Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu!

My theme song:
UNIC - Jalinan

Jalinan ukhwah yang indah. Ukhwah adalah tema kita ye..

My family is described by the song:
Raihan - Thank You Allah

Family adalah anugerah yang paling berharga. Thank You Allah..

Will I ever have kids?:
Brothers - Man Ana?

Man Ana (siapa aku? ) untuk cakap pasal anak? Belum layak la... =D

The best thing about me is:
In - Team - Kasih Kekasih

Actually aku tak berapa suka dengar lagu Kasih Kekasih ni. Tak tahu kenapa. Tak sesuai kot. Tukar tajuk boleh? =P. Dan lagi satu, that's not the best thing about me at this moment..

My message to the world has always been:
Unknown artist - Llaika

My message is 'What is the meaning of Llaika? Anyone?'

>>Ni antara lagu yang paling menyentuh hati. Lagu dalam Bahasa Arab. Walaupun tak berapa faham, tapi aku suka sangat lagu ni. Kalau dengar sorang2 boleh khayal.. *lagu ketuhanan*

My deepest secret is:
Nadamurni - Harapan Pada Ayah & Ibu

Harapan aku Pada Ayah & Ibu sungguh dalam dan tinggi. Seperti harapan mereka pada aku..

My ultimate song for dancing is:
Fadhilat Selawat Sembuh Sakit
Daripada menari ketika sakit, baik amalkan Selawat Sembuh Sakit. Banyak Fadhilatnya..
>> Memang tak sesuai.. Selawat itu suci kalimahnya.

I'll have a good day if I can just hear:
Raihan - Kita Hamba

Dengan perkataan Kita Hamba, kita akan terasa kecil di sisiNya dan tambah amalan supaya kita jadi insan yang lebih baik.

At my funeral they'll play:
UNIC - Anak Soleh

Kalau aku mati lepas aku kahwin, semoga Anak aku Soleh dan solehah semuanya. Tenang nanti aku di sana..

If I reached the top of Mount Everest,what I would scream:
In - Team - Solla 'Alaikallah

Nak cuba boleh? Laungkan Solla 'Alaikallah di puncak Everest!

Happiness is:
Brothers - Untukmu Teman

Hurm.. Ni macam kena je.. Kegembiraan aku semuanya Untukmu Teman! You will always make me happy.

My friends see me as:
In - Team - Impian Kasih

Impian Kasih sungguh tidak sesuai.. Memang tidak sesuai untuk aku. Tak tahulah macam mana sebenarnya kawan aku pandang aku..

My favorite thing to do is:
Rabbani - Satu Qiblat Yang Sama

Solat pada Satu Qiblat Yang Sama.

My day will be like:
In - Team - Rabiatul Adawiyah

Rabiatul Adawiyah yang rajin beribadah. Semoga hari - hari aku dipenuhi dengan ibadah kepadaNya sebagaimana amalan Rabiatul Adawiyah tika hayatnya.

My innermost desire is:
Brothers - Selawat

Untuk membasahkan bibir dengan Selawat dan Zikir kepadaNya. Tapi itulah perkara yang paling aku tak buat. Impian tidak bermakna kita akan membiarkan ianya terkubur begitu sahaja. Impian adalah untuk dilaksanakan. Semoga aku akan laksanakannya juga..


~ Siapa kata dengar nasyid tu ketinggalan? ~

Monday, November 12, 2007

"Berfikir Cara Terbaik"

Assalamualaikum wbt.


Selepas seminggu, beginilah kehidupan aku. Memerhatikan orang sekeliling, di samping menunaikan amanat yang dipikul. Study hampir setiap masa, membuatkan aku hampir lupa dengan kewujudan blog ini. Hanya menyinggah dan membalas komen orang untuk K.A.T Mission. Walaupun ada orang seolah - olah menganggap aku tidak begitu serius belajar, tapi sungguh! Aku meletakkan usaha yang tinggi untuk mencapai tahap yang sama dengan sahabat - sahabat lain. Dalam pada orang lihat aku suka tidur, dalam pada orang pandang aku yang 'membuang masa' memasak dan makan, dan juga dalam pada orang nampak aku kerap berjalan - jalan dari bilik ke bilik, aku juga seperti orang lain. Berusaha agar aku dapat sesuatu yang terbaik buat diri sendiri. Tiada maknanya belajar jauh - jauh tapi keseriusan belajar itu kurang. Tapi itulah kehidupan. Kadang - kadang kita tidak boleh menghalang apa yang orang lain fikir pasal diri kita. Mungkin inilah yang aku perlu lalui sepanjang aku hidup bergelar insan. Insan yang hidup di muka bumi Allah, yang memang sangat lemah dan tidak berdaya.

Selain aku terfikir apa orang lain pandang pada aku, aku juga memandang perihal orang lain. Apa yang aku perasan, manusia ini bukanlah sentiasa menjadi orang yang sama setiap masa. Kadang - kadang mereka lebih suka menonjolkan sikap yang terbaik di hadapan masyarakat, tapi apabila berada di kalangan kelompok yang lebih kecil, mereka seolah - olah menjadi bukan diri mereka. Aku juga mungkin begitu. Yes! Nobody is perfect! Kata - kata ini ada betulnya. Tapi mungkin kita tidak perasan bahawa sikap kita yang satu inilah yang akan menyinggung perasaan orang lain. Memang kita tidak merasa sakit hati tatkala menyinggung perasaan orang lain, tapi setidak - tidaknya letaklah sedikit perasaan kita di tempat orang yang kita sakiti itu. Bukan banyak. Letaklah cuma 1%. Rasailah apa yang dia rasa. Baru kita tahu bagaimana rasanya berkecil hati dan bersedih walaupun dengan kawan - kawan sendiri.

Aku hanya menyuarakan apa yang berlaku di sekeliling aku. Kadang - kadang aku juga melalui keadaan ini. Sedikit sebanyak aku faham perasaan dipandang rendah dengan orang sekeliling. Susah mahu menerangkan keadaan ini. Hanya orang yang pernah lalui saja yang mampu berkongsi rasa.

Bukan niat aku mahu menyalahkan sesiapa. Cuma jadilah umat yang terbaik. Kita tahu tanggungjawab kita. Kita tahu mana letaknya kita. Kita juga tahu baik buruknya kita. Ekspreskan yang baik, ubah yang buruk. Bukanlah itu yang terbaik buat kita? Bukan depan orang lain, tunjuk baik. Tapi depan sebahagian yang lain? Hurm..

Aku bukan cakap sebab aku ni baik. Tak! Aku ni serupa je macam orang lain juga. Bukan sempurna. Bahkan jauh lebih tidak sempurna jika dibandingkan dengan sesiapa pun. Aku sedar aku ni hanya manusia biasa. Aku hanya suarakan apa yang terjadi di sekeliling aku. Sebab aku dah tak tahu nak suarakan pada siapa. Kadang - kadang aku rasa nak sound je, tapi aku fikirkan professionality, rationality dan maturity. Nanti kalau melatah tak tentu pasal, orang kata aku tak matang. Tapi itulah.. Hurm.. Fikir - fikirkanlah. Aku pun berfikir juga.. Berfikir mematangkan minda..


~Kerana buruknya perlakuan, masyarakat boleh mundur. Kerana bisanya mulut, persahabatan boleh hancur. Kerana rosaknya hati, iman boleh luntur. ~

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

K.A.T Mission

Assalamualaikum wbt.


Yesterday we had a very important mission. We termed it as K.A.T Mission. We started that mission around 2 pm. At first, Fareena and I went to the market ( 5 minutes walk ) to buy the weapons that we needed in this mission. Almost 350 rubles we spent to buy all these weapons! Approx. RM70! Can u imagine? Just to do this mission, we spent a lot! But i stress here, this is very important mission. Not like other mission done by anyone ( i believe that no one has tried this mission before! ).

During this mission, we had sacrificed our time for studying and eating to make sure this mission is accomplished! Mission against Tarakan! We destroyed all tarakan until there's no more tarakan in the battle field ( i'll tell u the place in the end of this story ). After 5 hours being in this battle, we finally won against them. We hooray - ed together happily! It was really challenging. Fuh! U imagine that we wore masks (read: operation masks) with the aerosol (we called it Combat) against tarakan in my hands. Emy with special weapon (can u think what kind of weapon she had?) Just like 'serang hendap'! This mission was accomplished and we finally can live without them. Say NO to tarakan!

K.A.T Mission - Kill All Tarakan Mission. (Cik Fatt gave this name for the mission)
Tarakan - cockroaches in Russian.
The battle field - The Kitchen.
The heroes - All crews of 205.
The weapons - 1 aerosol (Combat), The paste and the poison against tarakan, slippers, and all things that are possible to make them destroyed.


~ Say NO to Tarakan ~

Sunday, November 4, 2007

About Me

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Since i've been tagged by Cik Fatt to post this in my new entry, then i do this task just for fun!

The Rules:

1. Each blogger must post these rules first.

2. Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve tagged, and to read your blog.


* And 1 more thing, im too lazy to tag another person. So, if u wanna do this tag, that's good. But if not, it doesnt matter.. ok?


  • Sensitive

Im a sensitive person ok! If any terrible things happen in my life, i always cry eventhough the thing is not that bad. But that's me. Love to cry and easy to show my happiness to others. Are these considered as sensitive? I hope so. Hehehe...

  • Prefer to stay at home

This is so weird, right? Since i am a girl, that must be funny to hear this statement. But it's gonna be another case when my friends (good friends) ask me to hang out together, then i try to go out and be with them.

  • Eat

Wow! It's eating time! Love to eat everything (minus nonhalal food and 'batu & kayu'!). Especially when i go back to my hometown, this habit is getting worse! I'll ask my parents to buy some laksa, kuih cucur badak, ayam percik, sate, and all Malaysian foods which i cant find them here! That's why i always gain my weight when coming back to My Hometown! And you cant imagine how FAT i am, how CHUBBY i am. But now, everything turns to normal. I get my ideal weight again..

  • Walk alone

It's true! I prefer to walk alone. I know it may be dangerous for a girl, but i just like it. There are 2 reasons why i walk alone. First, i dont like to be late (because when i wait for other people, i'll be a bit late to reach the destination). Second, i walk very fast. I wonder if i walk with the crowd, i'll leave them behind. It's not so polite right? Besides, when im walking, i can think about myself, what should i do and what shouldnt . That's why i prefer to be alone. But please dont try this! It is just for those who still hv no commitment! Huhuu..

  • Talking

Hahaha.. I love talking. I can talk with anyone i like, about anything i like! Im not really 'pendiam' as everyone think! But its gonna be hard for me to talk with new people, because i will be so 'kekok' to break the ice! This is one of my bad habit actually! I hv to leave it behind from now.. * Is it a new 'azam'? Of course not!* But i'll try to talk less and think more!Hehehe..

  • Share everything

Sharing is the best way for me to show my thoughts, feelings and objections. When something happens, i prefer to share it with my roomates here (Emy, Pena, KS, Diba and Fatt). Why not my family? Im too shy to share with them. It just certain things i couldnt tell them. *It doesnt mean i put them behind ok?*.

  • Observant

Another my bad habit! I love to observe people around me. What they do, what they feel, how they act. With this way, i can see the characters of these people. *And i warn u, it is not the best way to judge people!*.

  • Love

I love all my family members, relatives and friends (new friends also). It's easy for me to love everybody but I am too hard to search and find who i love most (of course i love my family most. This is another subject in my life). You know what i mean right? I am not demanding. I just want the good person, can talk with me, accept me just the way i am with all my weaknesses. It's really hard right? Still searching that subject...


Hope u enjoy reading this 8 random things about me..


~ Love is about sharing with others what we feel and what we think ~

Thursday, November 1, 2007

How do I manage my Stress?

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Selepas 2 minggu berhempas - pulas dengan buku yang sangat banyak, akhirnya aku berjaya mengharungi segala macam ujian dengan 'tabah'. Kenapa ada tanda kat atas tu ek? Hahaha.. Tu maksudnya... xlah tabah sangat! Ada masa2 tertentu aku rasa stress sangat sampai dah tak mampu nak pandang pon buku - buku yang ada atas meja tu. Lagi bengang kalau dah prepare untuk exam, tiba2 cikgu pula busy tak boleh nak buat exam dengan students orally! Ha! Tu lagi mencabar.. Menduga kesabaran betul!

Hehehe.. Tapi orang kata, kita harus bijak menangani stress. Kalau tidak, boleh jadi GILA! Aku ni adalah orang yang paling tak tahu macam mana nak release tension. Cubalah tanya mana2 budak bilik aku, sure diorang cakap yang aku ni memang tak reti cover rasa stress tu! (even kalau rasa sedih, marah or gembira, semua tu pon aku tak reti nak cover!). Tapi bila aku stress (walaupun aku memang tak reti cover), apa yang aku buat? Nak tahu? Hurm...


1. Aku akan tulis apa yang aku rasa dalam blog aku ni.

2. Aku akan tidur dengan lamanya tanpa gangguan sebelum aku bangun untuk sambung study.

3. Aku akan buat satu cawan Nescafe Classic (tapi tak sedap sangat la..).

4. Aku melayan internet sampai aku rasa aku boleh start study balik. Ni termasuk layan Taiwanese Drama dalam crunchyroll..

5. Letak status ym yang mengarut - ngarut!


Tapi, aktiviti yang paling selalu aku buat tatkala aku stress, bengang atau tension, aku akan TIDUR dengan nyenyaknya sampai aku rasa aku nak bangun! Time tu, takde sapa yang boleh kacau aku..

Begitulah cara aku menangani stress aku. Langsung tidak efektif! Jangan tiru macam aku.. Aku rasa korang lebih bijak menangani stress korang kan?


* Aku rasa sangat bahagia dapat tidur dengan nyenyak walaupun 5 minit *


~ Tidur ibarat meniti mimpi yang indah.. ~