exam mode

я вас любил...

я вас любил, любовь ещё быть может

в душей моей угасла не совсем

но пусть она вас больше не тревожит

я не хочу печалить вас ничем

я вас любил, безмолвно безнадежно

то робостью то ревностью томим

я вас любил, так искренно так нежно

как дай вам бог любимой быть другим

IM translation:
I loved you...I loved you, love still perhaps
In soul of mine has died away not absolutely
But let it any more does not disturb you
I do not wish to grieve you with anything

I loved you, silently hopelessly
That shyness that jealousy
I loved you, so sincere so is gentle
As give you God favourite to be another

lama dh x update. Apabila kepala sudah sarat dengan structure biochemistry, mulalah fikiran ni nak melayang entah ke mana. Aku ni pon ntah kenapa ntah tibe2 teringat lak ctuxu (sajak) A.C Pushkin (one of the famous Russian poets). Dok tengah membaca buku Biochemistry yang gabak itu, mulut pula terucap bait2 sajak yg kt atas tu.. Entahla..

Hmmm.. Pagi tadi g klas русский язык (Russian Language - sebut:ruski yizik), tibe2 pulak ade colloq(exam).Dah la x prepare ape2, hanya berbekalkn ilmu yang x cukup tu, g la jwb colloq.. aku rase jawapan aku pon byk yang salah.. ntahla, lantakla, sape suruh die nk buat gak..(kitorg xprepare cz die kate colloq tu next week!). Lepas settle jwb tu, die bg pelan untuk jwb oral minggu depan..Mak datuk!! byk nak mati!! salah satu dr pelan die, die suruh hafal sajak Pushkin.. one of them is yg ak letak kt atas tu.. tu je la yg ak hafal, yg lain?? hancur!!

esok ade colloq biochemistry. That's why aku berhempas pulas menelaah. Lagipun nak dekat final. Sangat dekat! My very 1st paper should be on 28th June 2007 on Physiology (mcq). Klo nk tau betapa org bz dengan final, tengok je la stat dorg kt ym. "Busy","Exam Mode", "Jangan kacau". Kat mane2 pon tgh exam skang ni. Cume kt Malaysia je budak2 univ tgh seronok habiskan cuti bersama keluarga..(ye ke ngan family?? atau pergi berjalan - jalan? hihi)..

well, im wishing all of u with best of luck! Yang patut diutamakan, utamakan dulu..yang patut dikemudiankan, kemudiankanlah..

~Allahumma ja3alna minan naajihin, wal faizin wal mumtaazin wal awwalin fid din fiddunya wal aakhirah~

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Salam..
why i do like spring?? No more snow. A lot of flowers. Sunshine makes me feel calm. These are the other side of Moscow. U did not expect Moscow is very beautiful in spring. So do i. But since 2 years being here, i started to love this soviet country, especially during spring. Enjoy these pictures and u'll change your perception about this extremely-weather country, Russia!

with bed of tulips behind and in front.

this is nice... S.M.I.L.E!

i felt relief standing at the center of Moscow.

how about this one?? I think over-posed is not that bad huh?..ngeh..ngeh

nothing to say..

~All the best for all of you. Do well in your exams. Wish me best of luck!~

SeLaMat HaR| GuRu

salam..

.16th May.

::YAUMUL MUALLIMIN::HARI GURU::TEACHER'S DAY::

::ДЕНЬ ПРЕПОДАВАТЕЛЬЯ::

Tarikh keramat yang boleh mengundang seribu kenangan seseorg yang pernah bergelar pelajar. Aku juga begitu. Namun, bila dh sampai moscow ni, dah tak tau nk ucapkan pada siapa lagi. Tadi tak salah aku, aku dh anta mesej pd cikgu wahdi (cikgu yg selalu buli aku suruh buat paper work byk2 kali waktu sekolah dulu!). Tapi kalau cikgu x tukar no. telefon, mungkin mesej tu sampai. Harap2 sampai la.. Kebetulan aku ada kelas fisiologi hari ni, so, disebabkan aku nak sangat ucapkan ucapan keramat tu, maka aku pon pegila wish kat lecturer fisio aku. Aku cakap, " Madam, today our country is celebrating teacher's day. We wanna wish u HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY". Dia terkejut. But she replied,"Oh, thank you very much. I'm glad to have such students like you!". Kitorg sangatlah happy.

Bila tengah tunggu kelas microb start, aku borak2 dengan member aku, pastu teringat la kisah2 lame sambut Hari Guru kat sekolah. Lebih2 lagi bila skuad KETUA PELAJAR organized function tu. Kitorg harap sangat cikgu2 gembira. Tu je la yang kitorg mampu lakukan untuk membalas jasa. Dah tak tau nk balas ape dah. Tapi, jasa cikgu2 kita x mampu nak balas even dengan wang ringgit pon.. So, ape yang kita perlu buat ialah>> belajar bersungguh - sungguh. Jangan malukan cikgu2!

Di kesempatan ini, aku nak ucapkan SELAMAT HARI GURU kepada semua guru di Malaysia, samada future teachers or ex-teachers, and dont forget our 1st teacher in our life, our parents. They are the best teachers ever! Kebetulan, one of my sister is a "Rekaan Fesyen" teacher at SMT Sibu. I'm wishing her too. HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY..

MOM~I MISS U

[H.A.P.P.Y]

[M.O.T.H.E.R.'S D.A.Y]

FOR ALL MOTHERS IN THE WORLD

WE, CHILDREN OF YOURS

WISHING U
"будьте здоровье и богатство"
~be health and wealth~

THANKS FOR GIVING US THIS WONDERFUL LIFE

WE KNOW....

THANKS ITSELF IS NOT ENOUGH TO REPAY ALL YOUR SACRIFICES AND CONCERNS

WE KNOW....
THE TOUGHEST MOMENT IN YOUR LIFE WAS GIVING A BIRTH FOR US

WE KNEW NOW AND WE REALIZED....
....WE SHOULD THANK YOU FOR GIVING US SUCH A GREAT MEMORY OF HAVING U, THAT WE COULDNT EVEN PICK UP FROM ANYWHERE, FROM ANYBODY....

especially dedicated to my beloved mom :

PN SITI HAFSAH BT HJ DAHALAN

happy mother's day...

sorry because i didnt call u for last 2 weeks, quite busy lately... but i still remember this special day... final exam is just around the corner. Im managing my time to get cope with it. Then, i'll reach u there.. in Malaysia.. wait for me mom!!! Im missing my mom... Im missing my family... Im missing everyone!!!

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this week preview:
i. I went to crystal factory with a group of MMA aka Sechenovians. Actually this trip is supposed to be organized by UMNO oversea students' club. But i didnt know who organized this one. It doesnt matter. Just wanna share with u what i've got from that 'crystal factory'.

mine are the 2 swans which are touching each other from your right- handed side and beside the block with ship inside it, there is a swan. That one also i bought from the 'factory'. There's another one pic i wanna show u. They are all the vases, bowl and plate made up from crystal, were bought by fatt, fareena and emy.

ii. I've settled my physiology test on Respiration. Almost 1 month i pend that exam (i wanna stress, i was nt my fault. My roomates and groupmates know better!). So, now i must start for Digestion, Thermoregulation, Metabolism and Excretion. I dont mind if i'm the one who still got 'debts' on colloqium (test). At least, i studied and started for final exam. I am not prefer to join "open book test" because i feel am i not good enough to open the book, copy n paste the answers then give the test to the lecturer. Am i not good enough?? Hmmm...... (sigh). But dont misunderstand. It doesnt mean in all tests we'll open book n write the answers! Basically, the concept is TEST. No book and no help!

iii. movies review:
I watched 3 top ranking movies (of course ranking in malaysia!) last week. Here they are:

~ Jangan Pandang Belakang ~
- synopsis: berkisarkan satu keluarga membela 'sesuatu' (aku pon kurang arif ape bende yang diorg bela). Mereka nak buang 'benda' tu, diorg pon masukkan dalam botol, campak dekat laut. Satu hari, seorang perempuan dengan kekasihnya pergi bersiar - siar kt pantai. Dia terjumpa botol tu. Dia ambik pastu aku xpasti ape yang die buat... consequence dia, aku rase ramai yang dh tgk... (sinopsis ni aku pon xsure sgt cz ak bukan tgk sgt cerita die...TAKUT!!!)
Rating : *****

~ Chermin ~
- synopsis : about a curse to a family sent by 1st wife of Hassan, named Mastura. She was very beautiful. She was Hassan's cousin. She loved him very much, but Hassan didnt love her. They married under family arrangement. They didnt sleep together because Hassan didnt want! After 2 years, Hassan decided to get marry to another girl, named Zahrah. Mastura had a mirr or. When she was sad, she would sit in front of that mirror and expressed what she was feeling that time. After Hassan got Zahrah, he paid more attention to his new wife. Mastura got angry, and she killed Zahrah at the time Zahrah gave birth to a baby boy. She sweared that she would kill all Hassan's descendents. If u wanna know more, watch this movie!
Rating : ****
~ Mukhsin ~
-synopsis : it's all about a girl and a boy's story. This movie is very famous. Im sure all of u knew this movie. Im not going to tell synopsis but when i watched it, i remembered all the sweet memories in my childhood. The memories which will not come back.
Rating : ***

Thats all about my story.... see u in my next entry (but im not sure when..). Thanks for visiting...
assalamualaikum

spinning head!!!!

kepala tengah bengong!!!semua ni pekena fisio yg xabes2!!! banyaknya tajuk kne cover......mata dh ngantuk,kepala dh pening, bantal dh kate, "mehla baring kt ak..", katil pulak ajak soh tido..hish!!! aaaaarrrgg... bengong!!! bengong!!! ape nk wt ni???final is just around d corner.. hvnt prepare yet!!wat should i do??? anyone cn help me??
ooo physio..ooo lydia...
hw could u bring me in this kind of situation??
u hv to teach me hw to face it!!
i could stand anymore...
its all about....physio n lydia!!
hmmmm(sigh)
the books + atlas .. they r in front of me
they said,"read me!!read me!!"
my mind replied,"i'm tired, could u please stop reading??"
n i??what should i say?? "no,ive to finish by tonight" or "i wanna sleep. just wait n see what will happen tomorrow!"
oh God! please help me..
i need a strength to face it until the end
please guide me...
it's gonna be tough!!arggghhh....

Shazwani in person

~~tulips..how can i say about tulips?? why do i crazy about them??i dont even know. They make me smile.. They make me feel relief.. Their brightness and beauty bring thousands of happiness and calm. I've no idea why i'm so excited by looking at them. It just a feeling which cant be removed from the soul of tulips' lover. ~~

Anyway, thats not the point what im going say..scroll down and u'll get what i wanna share with u actually>>

#Lets join me get knowing who is SHAZWANI in person!!

Q- Who is the most important person in your life?

S- My family

Q- What is the most important event in your life?

S- My birthday

Q- Where is the best place you have been before?

S- Malaysia

Q- What is your favourite colour?

S- All kinds of blue (baby blue, etc)

Q- What is your favourite flower?

S- ...

Q- What kind of foods and drinks do you prefer?

S- Hot and spicy and ... (sometimes carbonated drinks :P)
Q- Where do you wish to go for your next vacation? Why?

S- Jordan, because Asma and Amna are there..Miss them so much!But this is just a wish. My dad will not allow to be there.

Q- What is your favourite clothes?

S- My traditional baju kurung

Q- What is the special thing in you?

S- Dont know.. Only you can judge me and tell me then!

Q- What is favourite part of your body?

S- Hands, because they help me copy the long and 'interesting' lecture notes!

Q- The lucky number for you. Why?

S- 1, because it makes me confident and proud.

Q- What is your favourite name?

S- Guy: Any names which started with letter 'F'.

S- Girl: Of course my name! Plus Fariha and Aishah

Q- What is your favourite book?

S- Kisah2 lucu which was published by Darul Nu'man

Q- What you will do if you are attacked by a dog?

S- RUN!! Otherwise, i hv to 'samak' myself. Huhu

Q- What is the most unforgetable moment in your life?

S- held the portfolio 'SPORT' in the prefect board

Thats the only parts of me that i can share with u. I dont know myself either, only people around me can observe, judge and list down who am i in reality..