taking time off to just kepoh at wat ppl's been up to and was ranting bout sui4.. that coming on in summer... LIKE isn't summer.. NOW? harr.. june / july.. still so long?

okies okies. public transport takes up 120 minutes of my time. If i drive its only 40 minutes to get to uni n back. I refused to drive even I'm able is because i feel quite tired after driving.. stupid excuse. my P expires.. soon.. errr.. wat am i to do.. i keep fogetting to ask.

HORIZONS by wings syphonia has arrived. Its so worth my money. huggles calendar. What took you 4 months to come to me? OOoooOOoooOOooo... drools. From em art.. i see em artists have improved alot. woh.. esp. nyann ^^;; i shall bombard amei with lotsa comments. wohohohoho. was trying to link em.. pics with the title.. all bout skies? ohohohoho... hooli urs is in save keeping.. or u wan me to send it over to u? kekeke.

hovers ed hp screen saver around. THANK YOU dearie for taking the trouble to send it to moi. hearts* huggles hooli... no digicam.. no digicam.. that's wat I'm lacking..
i wanna show u ppl my new hair cut. (its just shorter... nothing new. My head is lighter ahh.. just if i were to highlight near hugo's, parents will disown me)

n snap photos of my stacks of assignments.. last year. The pile of stress.
wanted to snap my flooded bedroom (its one the 2nd floor) during a thunder storm.

but dad has been very distressed over some financial matters. So.. digicam.. another year. sigh. even a laptop for my bro has to wait. or should i just grab the laptop for myself instead. I hate waiting for ppl to finish viewing 18+ photos from their mailbox for me to print lec notes. I still need to use the uni's comp to print notes.. dang.. thumb drive.. yes that's the tool.

need advice, my cpu is currently lacking another cdrom drive.. (the old died) so izzit good to get a combo drive.. I'm just in no need of DVD n i would prefer an extra cdrom drive.. just in case my burner dies.

R all graphic designers or.. someone that can do proper designing work dead?

I wonder if ppl think too highly of me. I'm abit pissed and just tired of doing last minute designing work.
If i get paid I would complain oso. But if it means I don't sleep and getting my pocket money cut and parents unhappy. I rather NOT do. Hmm..
sometimes I think I'm just too nice n too much of a perfectionist.

I have no time for art, no time for sleep, no time of studies, assignments are killing me, i wanna work on a chiru's collab, i wanna play suikoden (i get scolded for taking time off just to play ps2), I wan to be free from responsibilities.

I would hav flown to overseas if i wanted to run away from lotsa of responsibilities. BUT i didn't.

I seldom write in this blog cos i dunno wat I'm to type here. I've been having a serious long period of diarrhea due to lack of sleep. (been a week now) My fault for staying up late? Argh.. If life was just assignments.. I think its much easier. But its not.

I don't tok bout church life cos none is interested in knowing BTW.
If i ranted on comics, only a few understands me.
If i toked on art. None pays much attention anyways.
When i start rambling bout suikoden, NO wan KNOWs.
So, let me grumble n complain and exert all the negativesness of having a blog.
love life? nothing bout it.. n not planning to have anything of that sort.

i wan to hangout with friends, our schedules do not permit us. My pocket is.. greatly wounded offlate. n with my allowances cut short.. I wished i stayed at home all the time.

OK, i admit I'm trying to find someone to blame other than myself. If it is God to blame.. I'm suppose to expect its for my own good in watever circumstances I'm in. So am I mad at God? Prolly. Am I mad at ppl?.... I can't say no.

I'm just so horrible in lying that my dad just sees tru me that i didn't sleep at all the night b4.
errr.........

SO, bottomline is.. I understand y ppl get so fed up with church stuffs so often. I hope I won't be. But I am now. But I'm all stressed up until my bowels are not functioning its best.

n no wan would notice this post at all I presume.

i know christmas is over.. but u just have to view ....

THIS!!!

point for amusement
cheers for inspiration
lol for santa's description!

I can't load oekaki boards. ermm.. all the internet browsers just Closes down on me when I atempt it. If A Virtual Java is needed, oso it won't just shut ALL my browsers.. its like some kinda trip bomb.

And its freezing cold in this complab.. was working on my bio lab report..seems like i have no mood..to type it.. prolly try chemistry.. hmmm... errrrrrgh......
its only 10 am and there's so many ppl in the lab. I wonder y monash just enjoys to have their server.. local. Can't i access em from home?? argh. oh wells.. I'm just plain bored here... sigh..

AND I WANT this!!! Jochen and jun kamijo LOTR doujin.
Its gonna be out soon.. n i need someone to help me BUY! argh. PLEASE. N I'm looking at hooli. Orang yang ada... KAD serbaguna ONLINE... TOLONG!!! Hey u better. sms me with watever aus hp no. u're using now.. yes.. how come i dunno.. bleh.

AH. My uni computers do not allow us to open java applets. SO.. So.
I CAN'T OEKAKI.. was all up for a mouseart n all the browsers just closes in front of yer.
iiiiiiiiiiiik.
i wan to draw.. I wan to draw. on 3.. oekaki BOARDS... ahhhhhhhhhh.....

so.. ppl are asking me to watch Juon. umm?

chiru, ur iGenetics is RM460. I just popped both my my eyes.. after hearing the price. get it from Aus ler.. same price.. rite?

yo, chiru,
here's the results from goin to university bookstore.
The cells - RM292.00 nett (n someone grabbed the last book from the shelf) but will restock LATER. just cannot confirm when lar.

microbiology - RM108.00 (no stock, but can order larrr.. )

iGenetics - RM??? (the taukeh thinks its out of print, she'll ask whether got new edition.. so I'll call em up on mon to check.

habis.

if my uni had features that resembled hogwarts, would it make studying less BORING?
unfortunately, medievil castles do not exist here.
One of my subjects requires me to learn bout agriculture (plants) and soil properties. Hmmm.. suddenly tot of getting books.. on Herbology. Alchemy and chemistry and potions are somewat related. Very much related indeed. HELP y is HP infesting my mind. The inflation of university text prices is HORRENDOUS. I'm do feel the pinch. Chiru, me faham suddenly. But the books in the library have been swept clean by 'kiasu' students... TTlll I know this was gonna happen. Students are getting more n more possessive over books and annex is not stocking in enuff books. I would be taking some time on em titles that would vanish from em shelves.

I wonder if I really wan to go overseas to study. Its would be a very very very valuble exposure for me. I'm not very attach to my family to feel reluctant to leave home. There are benefits staying home of cos. Just that would i rather be using the time in overseas for pleasure than.. studies??? Come to think of it, I wouldn't be able to concentrate much, since I would b plotting trips to visit places Ive never been. (if my pocket permits) So i really envy wwf. Ahahahah.. Wat am i doing day dreaming in broad day light? Not enuff sleep harrrr...

Tokking bout trips, I should start exploring the wonders in msia itself. ^^;; quite alot of field trips this sem. Needa find a group that wouldn't mind roughing out. Suddenly wanna try fishing. Umm.. all thanx to someone. Dang b4 any expedition, i wanna get myself a digicam. If only i can drag a bunch of myfers. Aiyar my summer break dah over baru think of wanting to go visit places. SIGH....

hey synical, other than getting together for movies, thought of any other activities? I'm in dire need of books. Hmm.. 2nd books store in atria ran out of agatha christie. Dang..I needa read other authors oso. Books are too expensive to collect. Even my manga collection is giving me.. probs. SPACE. Mom is curious bout the manga i buy these days. I would wanna start keeping records of the books i buy. See bila i free.

FMA 21. ARARARARARARARARAaaaa.... y did it turn out like that. But i have no complains tho... book 7 would ya come out oredi! LArr fma artbook is gonna be out soon..but not interested.. The guidebook ate up my urge to buy other fma merchandises.

Suikoden 3. I can't wait I can't wait to have somemore free time to play the game. umm.. Hooli u better not be telling me u have all the time to play ps2. Prepare to get hails sent from me. I WAN shadow hearts' OST. Umm.. i might be waiting for the english version of shadow hearts 2 to be out then I'll buy. there's 2 disc. ARGH.. if get jp i don't understand wat happens.. Wonders how long can i keep myself from S&M...-.-ll