run. lose myself.

the longest way run, the shortest way home

so tall, handsome as hell - the highschool crush

dear daisy,

you're like a song

most likely my-weird-kind-of-the-story,  you know when you look back and cringe about something stupid you did. or the awkward moment when six pence none the richer songs were playing in that nice cafe, a NY cheese cake, and cups of coffee.. that reminded me of she's all that - cause sometimes i can be as messy as any painter you see.

right now, i'm playing flop poppy's aku dan kamu. ' jangan ditunggu pasti takkan berlaku, walau ku cinta kamu. biar disimpan, ada kan sempadan, aku dan juga dirimu'.

i don't think that we will ever meet again, sometimes things are just not meant to be. we are too far-gone.


it is raining all over boston, and i am not fancy for a jog after breakfast so i spent the whole morning reading 'the girl who saved the king of sweeden'.

hyannis, cape cod, MA

so scared of getting older, 

i am only good at playing young, 

so i play the number game,

to find a way to say that life has just begun.

stop this train - john mayer

yesterday i read in news that a man caught the largest lobster off bermuda following a hurricane - which probably the largest in the world. i never actually had any lobster (i mean a proper fine-dine, exquisite cooking style - just cheap lobster salad or wrap from local market) - but it is not something that of importance, cause lobster is just as expensive as grapes in the time of jack the ripper - enough to lure someone into dungeon of danger.