Wednesday, October 12, 2011

the masterplan

dear daisy,
good night sheffielders and rise up malaysians. it's a fine night for writing - courtesy of a text book from mr. supervisor while listening to songs from what's the story, morning glory (the best british album in the history after the beatles and spice girls). well, let's not talk about the feud of the brothers but rather enjoy the tranquility of the night - polluted with oasis's sound.

my world lingers with songs from the past, when i was young and stupid, geeky with thick glasses at the stupid, playground chemistry. all of the CDs and songs that played are backwards, as if i'm in my early twenties with string of list from blink 182, secondhand serenade, taking back sunday, mcr and limp bizkit (and those in the same bandwagon). which are outdated and none of them brings ease to my eardrum but pain.

i dream of going to bonjovi concert and sing out loud, 'i'll be there for you' to mr.M the way ashton kutcher did in 'a lot like love' (with guitar and incredible voice). i always think the true way of expressing love is through singing. of all the concerts that i had been to were all by female singers, including celine dion. if i could, one day i will make a trivial question to my grandchild on what is the similarity between siti nurhaliza and me..

.......the answer would be we both went to a celine dion's concert. (at different time and place - she went to the ceasar palace's)

and another trivia, if you think that attending a celine dion concert with your man is going to break the relationship, (from how to lose a guy in 10 days) think again.... surprisingly some men secretly adore and love to listen to celine dion's songs such as.... mr.M.

there is nothing wrong for a man to like celine dion or mariah carey, it was 'how to lose a guy in 10 days' made the misconception of one's masculinity and coolness to not to be associated with girls liking. is it the same thing with mariah carey, that a guy looks obviously gay if spotted listening to mariah carey.

how about beyonce'? does liking or disliking her make us fall into certain category of sexuality ? remember kayne west's rant at taylor swift over beyonce' lost at mtv award 2009. pretty sure his liking at the videoclip was based on beyonce's curvaceous and bootylicious, high heeled and swimming outfit.


anyway let's stop talking nonsense, the masterplan for tonight.. is to finish one part of the correction and then sleep well. ah, i need to buy an expensive eye cream to curb the sag under my eyes.

Q came over for dinner and brought me flowers. what a happy feeling! we had char kuey teow.