please forgive me...

salamun alaik'

for those who it may be concern...
please do not act as if u dont know what happen.

dear sahabat....

i am sorry.
i am really2 sorry.
u said that u have forgiven me.
but why did i see that u are not like what u used to be with me.
how u treat me.
by not seeing through my eyes.
no eye contact.
act as if i am not there although i am right besides u..

i can feel it.
why are u staying away from me.
what and where have i done wrong.
i miss your laughter.
i miss your hug.
seriously.
even when i am writing this post, i am bursting into tears.
i am really2 sorry dear.

forgive me if i have really has hurt you in any way.
maybe i did not notice what i have done until u've hurt this way.
but if it is caused by that 'accident'.
i would like to make it clear right here.
it is actually not my fault.
i mean not directly.
u can't blame me on that 'accident'.
coz it happened accidently.
and i dont even know if there is any person 'in there' during that particular time.
and the person who done it is not me!



even Allah forgive those who did not know and who are forgetful..
i. am. really. sorry.
i. miss. u.
i. miss.u..
i. miss. u..

ya allah, please rectify this situation...
open her/his heart to forgive me.
and once again, i am sorry dear...


adakah ukhwah kita serapuh ranting yang dipijak berulang kali oleh para pengembara..
selemau biskut yang dimasuki angin..
sekering air sungai yang kemarau tanpa hujan...
segersang hati tanpa kasih sayang...


apakah yang perlu ku lakukan untuk menambat kembali hatimu ya habibati!~~

Allahuakbar!

Lots of <3 for u, dear ukhti...~~