Freelancing

First of all, some updates of my life. Just had the 1 Murid 1 Sukan 1 Malaysia run today. It looks kinda like a demonstration when we first started. But walking 1.5 km didn't make my feet hurt. Shopping did.

I went shopping with my sister and her boyfriend looking for formal clothes for her new job starting next week. My legs, hurt like hell. Anyway, I went into Vincci. Shouldn't have gone in. I'll go mad whenever I went into 1) Kitchen department, and 2) shoe shop. These are the place where I can't control my desire.

And I saw I very very very very very very very nice three inches white flora patterned high heels. I really like it, but it's RM 71.10 after 10% discount. =( Can any of my stalker please buy me. It's a bit risky for me to spend 70 something on my first pair of three inches high heels. And I usually kept my shoes (except for my slipper and school shoe) in the cupboard. But this, I REALLY LOVE IT! The last time I miss the shoe that I really like, I thought about it for like a whole week or 2. Haiz, my sister say she'll buy for me when she had her 1st salary, but that's a month away. It's just not meant to be mine. T.T

So now, moving away from my heartache, I wanted to tell Nicole especially, that I'm going freelance. It means I won't be sticking to our gang so much from now on. Just for me to find back the old me. But it doesn't mean that I'm going to be depress or something, Everyone can find me for anything, I'll be very friendly to EVERYONE! =) Come~~

Hormones, hormones, leave me alone. I don't like to feel insecure. And here I wanted to tell you guys something. Please don't joke with me about me getting fat or heavy or figure things, I'm pretty insecure these days, and I have bad childhood memory about these thing. I've never really got over it, so just for this while la. Ok?