♥ c.i.n.t.a.p.u.r.p.l.e ♥

i will be away..

buat seketika..

harap kamu baik2 saja disana..

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with ❤,

aku hanya impikan kita kembali seperti masa lalu..

that's my biggest wish..

and that's the only thing i ask from Him everyday..

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the worst day ever in my life..

betapa bodohnya aku..

membuat temujanji begitu..

dan betapa bodohnya aku..

membuat kejutan bodoh itu..

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maafkan aku..

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mungkin...

si carta hati kamu adalah dia...

bukan lagi aku...

dan...

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aku terpaksa menerima kenyataan itu...

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ya,aku rindukan itu!

juga dia yang memegangnya...

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bila senyuman tak lagi diikhlaskan untukku...

bila pelukan tak lagi diperlukan dariku...

bila sayang tak lagi diinginkan melaluiku...

bila kata-kata indah tak lagi diungkapkan kepadaku...
bila lagu2 indah tak lagi ditujukan untukku...

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disaat itu lah ku mula menyedari...

hati kamu sudah berbelah bagi...

dan aku mula berpatah hati...

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hari ni masuk hari ke-3 sy tidak ke opis..

block leaves yg diambil selama seminggu terasa amat sia2..

mungkin kerana tiada tempat yg mahu dituju untuk bercuti..

dan mungkin juga kerana keseorangan?hu3..

oleh kerana itu sy semakin rajin untuk "mengupdate" blog ni..ha3

tiba2 hati terasa mau pergi jauh..

jauh dari manusia dan jauh dari masalah..

membawa diri,mungkin? =)

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sangat cantik nombor di atas tu..

arini bukak blog dan sy nampak nombor2 itu di sudut statistic...

arini sy sangat gembira sebab dapat beri ape yang kamu impikan..

i hope i've done the best for you today..

and really hope that you love it..

be positive and smile rara! =)

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hati ini tak akan berhenti menyayangi...

mungkin sama seperti jam ini...

terus berdetik selagi baterinya masih bernyawa...

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alhamdulillah..i still breathing..nothing much to say this year.i didn't expect anything on my birthday.faktor umur,mungkin.semakin berusia,semakin rasa celebration itu x terlalu penting.hanya berharap i have someone to accompany on that day.thank God,adik pulang a day before.having sister's day out together.having great dinner,shopping some shirts,shoes,movie,really had good time bersama.on our way home,adik da tertido di sebelah sit driver.reaching home at 12 something.then siap2 untuk tido,adik da pun lama lelap.few minutes after that,bru je i nk lelapkan mata,she whispered: "happy birthday kakak!" oh,dia belum tdo lg rupanya.then she took out a card and a bangle,green bangle.sgt comel and she gave me a small box.ape agaknya barang dlm box tu.sangat berhati2 i bukak pembalutnye.syg,mungkin.a watch!color purple.thanks a lot my lil' sis.i know u broke as your scholarship yet to received.thanks a lot for your effort.you will get yours as well.soon,very very soon.on my big day,she's not really active.tired,maybe.she's got bunch of works to do.tests,exams,etc.i can see it in her eyes,she's not really happy.sorry if my day troubles u.but i can see your efforts and i really appreciate it.i know we've been fighting too much lately.but i just want u to know,macam mana teruk pun kite gaduh,u are my greatest sister ever.mungkin akak belum berjaya fahami hati dan perasaan adik.but i will try my best to understand.bagi akak sedikit masa,and i'll make sure you can smile like u always do before..

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melihat kamu gembira dan bahagia di sana...

benar2 membuatkan ku rasa sangat tak berguna...

so lame...

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i wanna cry out loud..

but nothing come out from my eyes..

it hurts, it really hurts me inside..

a person that i love the most has thrown me away..

just because of friends..

is friends the reason why we've been separated?

God, give me strength.. T_T

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u dont know what i face everyday...

u dont know how it feels for being alone...

u dont know how bad i need u by my side...

u dont know how much i miss and love u...

u dont even know my heart...

if only u know...

**u're the greatest prayer i ask from God everyday...

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