Eh?Mungkinkah?

Tengah flash back memory masa first time pregnant dulu, tetiba teringat something..

Second month lepas kawen, i had this very unusual senggugut. Selalu masa period pun memang ade senggugut but stil bearable. Masa tu memang sakit yang tak boleh tahan. Dalam kereta on the way back from work rasa sakit yang amat sangat sampai terbongkok2 nak tahan. And then macam nak muntah sebab sakit sangat. Minta hubs pecut balik coz nak baring. Bila sampai umah je terus baring mengerekot. Kaki n tangan semua sejuk, pinggang rase lenguh gile. Hubs tolong urut2 belakang.My mom yang tengok macam pelik and risau sbb tak penah2 anak die senggugut macam tu kan..

Tak lama lepas tu rasa macam period keluar banyak gile. Laju macam paip bocor tau.tetiba je 'gushhh' keluar. Masuk toilet tengok memang penuh sampai bocor2. And rupa die lain dari biasa. Lepas je keluar tu terus macam lega.senggugut yang teruk tu rasa kurang. Tapi time tu takde pulak nak pikir 'did i just miscarry?'.

Now bila pikir2 balik, i think most probably i did. Cuma masa tu maybe it was at the earliest stage so i tak mungkin dapat tau kan..n dengan xde ilmu pasal2 tu semua, conclusion nye hanyalah period biasa lah.

Then the third month lepas kawen, i missed my period. Had an unusual event gak before that. Hubs pagi2 loya2 and everytime die gosok gigi pagi mesti wekkk wekkk teruk gile sampai lembik lepas tu. Nak dekat seminggu gak la jadik camtu. Lepas confirm pregnant baru kitorang macam 'ooooo patut laa'. Tapi masa tu ingat dia salah makan n angin. hahaha die yang kene tempias simptom2 tu rupanya.

Unfortunately, the happiness didnt last that long. Had written about it 2 years ago.

If lets say betul la i miscarried masa heavy period tu, maka dengan itu, Aydan was my 3rd pregnancy. Otherwise, 2nd. Hmmm kalau tak dah 2 or 3 anak by now..kihkih

Finally..a super long entry..

Hihihi...miss ini budak masa kecik2 dulu..bila tgk pics die semua balik, Ya Allah tembamnye anakku dulu..dengan lengan michelin nye, pipi labuhnye..geram rase..eiiiii

Sekarang dah slim..tapi perut maintain bulat laa tak boleh nak buat ape2..keturunan kot hahaha
Satu benda je dari kecik sampai besar sekarang ni tak berubah2..kuat nangis..adoiii kecik2 dulu nangis sebab tak sabar2 nak susu, dah besar ni buat2 nangis je banyak..drama btol. Ni baru Drama King yang sebenar..tu la babah die suka sangat lagu Drama King.dapat sorang amekkk.

Sekarang ni dah pandai macam2 seronok nak kacau2..yang paling best dah pandai peluk2,cium2 kita.Manja toksah cakap la..teramat manja!Makin banyak 'akai' orang selalu cakap.Kadang2 geram bila die hyper semacam..habis semua barang die nak tarik.Lari sana sini, bukak kabinet ambil barang then campak sesuka hati..aduss masa tu mmg 'kena' la dengan mummy..merajuk pun pandai.Bila buat muka moyok merajuk tu kesian pun ade tapi terpaksa la keraskan hati kalu tak lepas2 tu xmakan saman dah nanti. Selalu dengan babah die je yang die makan saman. Pas kene marah dengan babah mula la cari 'mummy mummyyyy'.

Tapi mummy tak pujuk la..just reason dengan die kenapa babah buat macam tu.n pesan lain kali jangan buat lagi. Memang la sekarang ni macam la die nak dengar kan..tapi lama2 esok dah besar die akan ingat benda tu..harap2nye laa..InsyaAllah boleh.Selalu kelau lepas kene marah kene la pujuk balik sebelum tido..tak nak die rase dendam or tak puas hati..not good in terms of emotional n psychological development die nanti..

Tak boleh bayangkan kalau Aydan ni dah ade adik sok..huhu harap2 die boleh jadi abang yang baik lah.kalu tengok gaya sekarang macam tak confident..haha tapi tak tahu la bila dah ade macam mana nanti..semuanya ketentuan Allah..kita hanya boleh berdoa dan harapkan yang terbaik..

Anak adalah kurniaan Allah paling berharga, perasaan menjadi seorang ibu tu tak boleh nak describe lah..masa mula2 kawen dulu selalu terfikir boleh ke aku ni jadi seorang ibu. serious mmg tak confident langsung dengan diri sendiri. sokmo self doubt.sampai dah nak terberanak pun duk fikir2 lagi will i be a good mother.can i take good care of my child.sampai nak pening pikir. Nak turn back time confirm la tak boleh kan..cuma cakap kat diri sendiri, even if i can't be a good mother the least i can do is to try my very best to be one.

Sebab tu i get very emotional whenever i talk about breastfeeding or about my son. Rezeki Aydan hanya sampai lebih kurang 3 bulan je..itu pun bukan exclusive due to some unforseen circumstances. Rasa macam telah gagal menjadi seorang ibu yang baik sebab tak dapat fully BF die. Memang niat dan semangat tu since pregnant dah ade. Mungkin cara, situasi yang tak mengizinkan. Tapi hati jadi lega sikit bila kita tahu yang kite dah usaha sedaya upaya, berhabis wang ringgit untuk memberikan yang  terbaik untuk die. Selebihnya hanya Dia yang tahu. Some people may not understand,some will judge, some will talk behind your back. Beli semua mahal2 tapi habuk pun tarak. Bukan nak menunjuk2 ye, saya hanya nak berikan yang terbaik untuk anak saya. Kalau anda simpan duit untuk tambah koleksi gelang/rantai emas anda dan berikan anak anda semua benda2 yang murah, itu hak anda. Bagi saya, anak saya lagi penting dan berharga dari koleksi emas atau wang ringgit.Amanah Allah haruslah dijaga dengan baik. Biarlah orang mengata selalu cuti selalu MC. I wont leave my child whenever he is very sick. Lagi2 di bawah jagaan orang lain. No no no no.

Syukur Alhamdulillah dengan rezeki Allah. Walaupun bermacam2 dugaan yang diberikan olehNya  dari Aydan lahir sampai la 1 tahun 5 bulan ni, kami amat bersyukur dengan kurniaan ini. Semoga murah rezeki kami untuk expand our family lagi..Amiinnn.

Down the Memory Lane..

2 more days to go..2nd year together as hubby and wife..too many ups and downs..shall recap in the next entry..as for now, i'm walking down the memory lane..

Pre-Wed 

Nikah 25/12/2008

Bride's Reception 27/12/2008

Groom's Reception 4/1/2008 (on my birthday..yippeee..hehehe)

p/s- haih..betapa kurusnya dahulu kala..sikalang??wuwuwuwu..boleh tak terasa nak gi balik time kawen dulu?dengan make over nye..dengan kurusnye..waaaa besnyeee saat2 itu.*sob*

HELP! S.O.S!

Ticker menunjukkan 4 days until my 2nd Anniversary..whoahhh pantasnyeeee masa berlalu..

tapi..

still tak tau nak celebrate di mana..

sejak bersalin aktiviti makan di luar sangat la minima..selalu pegi tempat yang dah berpuluh2 kali pegi..takkan nak gi kot..tak spesel laaa..haha

any suggestions friends?

tempat yg romantikus and food sedap..di manakah??

Alarm clock 5.30 am

ini budak kicikkk..pukul 5.30 pagi dah bangun..merengek2 mintak bawak jalan2..tepuk2 suh tido balik taknak..duk hekkk hekkkk tak benti2..adoyaiii kot ye pun sayang tunggu le kol 7 ke 8 ke..ini taik mata mummy n babah pun xsempat nak berselepet lg..

semalam senyap je die tido..check2 dlm kelambu tudung saji die tu tengok2 dah tertiarap..tah bile die pusing meniarap pun tak tau..panik kejap igt tersembam tak boleh bernafas ke pe..tgk hidung clear.tak tertutup.comfy sangat kot position camtu..mak die ni yg risau..cepat2 terbalikkan and bagi tido mengiring.

sekarang ni suke main sorang2 dah..mentang2 dah boleh pegang kaki, booties salu tercabut sebelah..haha tergelak sana mengekek sini..tapiiii bila nampak je kelibat org, dan2 hukkkkkk nanges ngada2 nak suh angkat dukung..adoiii manje bebebor niii..gerammm sungguh!

tengok la ni..caner tak geram kan..

leng chai sesat..haha

Miss him...

Ya Allah..i really missed him..terribly..:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

my tiki tiki bom bom (my manja name for him bila nak dokong n polok2 die)tak balik umah for the past 3 weeks..he went out as usual after his meal and never came back home ever since..

no more his cheekiness..no more si kuning waiting in front of the gate just to get in the car everytime we came back from dinner..

he loved naik kereta and even more when my dad bawak dia jalan2.. 

no more si notty yang selalu panjat meja makan just to take a nap and teman we all mkn whenever we had our meal..

no more balik umah kedek2 everytime we called his name..tak kira la hujan lebat ke..tengah malam ke..he wud surely came back..lambat or cepat je..

no more gigit2 manja my betis kalau dia lapar..no more kejar2 kaki Mr Hubby bila dia jalan..

no more buat muka kesian minta didokong..

haih..the house felt so sunyi..takde dah ngiau ngiau kurr kurr (sumtimes he wud buat bunyi mcm ayam..bila nak mengada2 gedik)

I MISSED HIM SO MUCH..

kiki...balik laa...

:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

Wut is de wrong??

Since preggie nie.. for the last 2 months..i've been having really bad dreams..to the point they woke me up in tears..bkn takat meleleh2 je..siap sobbing..like they were sooo real..and scary..
Mr hubby byk kali terkejut jaga dari tido..luckily dia tak marah..pujuk2 ckp they were all dreams n not real etc etc..
ade one time ni with my eyes closed and teresak2 mcm org meroyan..Mr hubby suh tadah tangan n dia bacakan doa tido..tah automatik ikuuut je aku ni pun..bila2 ingat balik lawak lak rase..haha

the next day salunye he would ask me what the dreams were about..bila dah bagitau, he just laughed at me. i on the other hand, terase geram la coz mimpi tu menjurus ke arah yg tak elok langsung. and to be honest, i was quite disturbed by them..

1. hubs left me..he died..(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(
   
2. hubs had an affair with another woman..to make it even worse, he slept with her..tak nampak la muka ppuan tu..wasn't even in the picture pun..dlm mimipi tu i just knew they did la..(kan dah cakap scary..and dead furious sampai menangis2 luar mimpi)
   
3. hubs kawen lagi satu!dgn ppuan tua lak tu..waaaaa (taktau nak nangis ke nak gelak nie)
4. Kene kejar dgn zombie (ni sumer sbb Mr hubby paksa tgk cite hantu dgn die la)
   

see what i mean?
when i told him, he just gelak cakap benda tu sumer karut la ape la..
i know they were just dreams..but asyik2 citer yang lebey kurang je..tak sedap hati rase..
haih tah la..

Ya Allah, Kau peliharalah kami dari gangguan syaitan dan jauhkanlah kami dari perkara-perkara yang keji dan mungkar.. Amiinn.

Super long..for the year 2009

yes..tak tipu punyaaaa..

ok lets see..where should i begin?haih words don't pour out easily these days for me..its a struggle..but its ok..berusahalah!!

2009 is a year full of happiness..as well as sadness..

Lets begin with the happy yappy moments shall we??

January
double celebration for me..the wedding reception hubby's side was on the same day as my birthday!(4th january btw ehem)wheeeeee..sengih gile besar dpt surprise birthday card yang super huge and cake at the reception hihi..thanks to my FIL!






April
After 3 months of 'honeymooning'..we were blessed with a very exciting and out of this world news..the joy it brought to our lives was overwhelming..to us and both our families..refer here

however..two weeks after, masa the next check up at An-nur Bangi, what should be the sweetest moments we were waiting for, had turned into a devastating one..it was unexpected..unprepared..to us and even to the doc..
the breaking news crushed my heart..it didn't develop as it should be at 7weeks..no heartbeat was present at the time..no more smiles for me..just tears..hubby was there to comfort..but to no avail..

i was advised to perform the D&C as soon as possible before the excrutiating pain came in..
but deep down i was still hopeful then..maybe it was a slow development for the baby, maybe if i waited a little longer it would show..macam2 pikir..positive belaka..i prayed hard for a miracle to happen..

and so i went for a second opinion..a week after..the result was still the same..the sac was shrinking and the lil one wasn't growing..and at that moment..i surprised myself..i stayed calm..and i knew i dah redha time tu..it wasn't meant for us..not just yet..as the doc said, it was a blessing in disguise..recap here

mummy will always love you sweetpea..

May:
Performed the D&c procedure at 9th week..before masuk ward kat an-nur, dah ada tanda-tanda..tak sakit lagi but the blood dah keluar..barang-barang dah pack siap2 before gi sana..so terus je masuk and waited sampai petang baru dpt buat D&C tu..
and to make it worse, halfway through the procedure i TERJAGA!Nampak la nurse kat hujung kaki tengah rodok2 kat dalam tu..sakit?
YA ALLAH!Tuhan saja yang tahu macam mana rasa dia..sakit gila amat!!Macam isi kena toreh dengan pisau tajam..mcm toreh pokok getah tu tau..
Luckily it was only for a few seconds!and i dozed back off sampai habis and masuk bilik balik..but it was something that i still couldn't forget till now..still boleh rase wooo the sakit everytime teringat..fuuhhh~

lepas dah sedar tu..terus balik rumah..malam jugak la..and berpantang for 2 weeks kat umah my parents..private punya MC..kalau gomen 1 week je..huhu

August
My SIL got hitched!I jadi penyambut tetamu youuu..k long le katakan..wahahaha lawaknyee laa..takde tokoh langsung!i hope i did well though..hihi and the great news..she's expecting..5 months ++..congrats dear!potong queue laa..haha

oh ye..paling tak boleh lupa..masa kenduri side lelaki di Sg. Besar..my MIL requested Mr Hubby and i NYANYI karaoke ok!di khalayak tetamu yang datang untuk menjamu selera..and aku dengan perut penuhnye menyanyi lagu Sayang Menyayang (Mr Hubby la pilih nie..hampehh tinggi gile)..yang keluar bukan suara lunak merdu..tapi suara ayam kena sembelih!!pecahhhh..wahahaha memalukan!!!masuk video lak tu..warghh!!





October
The news we were patiently waiting for..well i cheated..i tested before the monthly period was due..without hubby knowing..oopss now dah tau huhu..2 lines!but very faint..at the same time..Mr Hubby was behaving very weird a couple of weeks before.Pening2..loya pagi2..wekk wekk masa gosok gigi tu..haha tak boleh makan nasik..tak lalu nk makan nasik for 2 weeks kot..tak sedap badan la..macam2. He suspected that i was already pregnant by that time..i said nothing la coz tak nak mengharap sangat kan..Lepas period missed by a few days baru la test betul2..this time memang dia tau la..and anxious nak tau the result..again 2 lines..and faint still..
unexpected but thankful of course..but this time around, i tried not to get too excited about it..ye la once bitten twice shy..plus tak nak mengharap sangat..
Until 8th week rasanya lepas check up and confirmed ada heartbeat semua..baru la spread the news to our families..

Now i would like to share this happy news and moment with u guys..and hope that all of you will pray for the health and well being of my baby..and me too..InsyaAllah EDD is 15/06/10.please pray for us yea..=)

December
As the closure of the year 2009..on the 25th..our 1st Wedding Anniversary..

courtesy of PIL

wow..rasa macam baru je kawen..always in the honeymoon mood eh..hihi
it was a beautiful day..hubby gave me a surprise vacay (surprise kee bb..cam dah ley teka jeeee..hakhak [=p)
annimoon+honeymoon+babymoon..
everything was beautiful and nice..the ambience..the place..ahhhh heaven..rasa tak nak balik je..huhu

Admiral Cove, PD

thank you so much bb for the wonderful day..and for being the love of my life..for all the things you've done for me..i really appreciate it..
I'm sorry if sometimes i gave you a hard time..well now i think most of the time kot..with the mood swings, the super sensitive perangai..malas nak masak..mengada-ngada and such..:p

Just so you know..
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!

although i may not say it often enough (as u would always say it).=)

alaa..bagi can la nak feeling skettt..haha k dah2 enjoy the pics

-the end-

sayonara, au revoire 2009

and welcome 2010!!

Happy new year peeps!

My hubby...

First time jumpa with your hubby bila and kat mana
tak jumpa..tengok je..dlm friendster..wahahaha

Love at first sight?
Nah..i don’t believe in love at first sight..not my cup of tea..hehe

Who is he when the first time u met him?
dia adalah seorang yg sgt tembelll

How long it takes for him to ask u out for a date?
tak lama pun..coz die dah terpikat denganku..hehehe tapi tuan punya badan nie tak mahu..dalam erti kata lain..mereject..hahaha

First place dating di?
kat McD mid valley..and he was 2 hours late! Grrrrr…tapi lepas jumpa hilang geram..haha =p

How he proposed?
Out of the blue masa dalam kereta to keluar dating..he said ‘jom kawen’ dengan muka selamba. and I said ‘hahahaha’. Didn’t believe a word he just said..sbb die bkn jenis yg serius..semua benda pun nak buat lawak..hah amek kene gelak!

Special date with your hubby?
Bertunang : 29 Disember 2007
Diijabkabulkan : 25 Disember 2008 (ehhhh tgk ticker kat atas tu..heeeheeeheee =D )

Changes that he asked you to do?
Jangan gigit kuku..salu kene eyp eyp bila curi2 gigit..sorok2 pun ley nampak..aiyooo~

What is it about him that you love so much?
He’s not the typical type of husband yang menyerahkan urusan rumah to wife sahaja..he helps to cook, do the laundry and now since keadaanku macam ni..hormon haywire, emotions tunggang terbalik..die la yg wat everything..even masak air panas and prepare air suam for me to mandi..awwhhh…thank you bb.. love u sooo much!(harap2nye bkn time2 canie je rajin ek..hihihi)

What is about him that u wish he would change?
Change his mind of naming our future son with muhd fabregas *tepuk dahi*

You will lose your mind n crack your head when he?
Refer to q 1 again, the tembelness of him really made my blood go upstairs u know..dari mood happy2 nk jumpa die trus jadi raksasa gorgon..hilang trus mood..mana taknya..dah la bg si gadis (ee yekkk) menunggu which is so tak gentleman la kann..tunggu die pulak berjam2..bersiap je 1 jam..kalah I tauu..OMG!!Nasib la diriku ini penyabar yang amat. Tapi sejak kawin ni, ada laa improvement *clap2*

U will smile tru your eyes for the whole day when he?
gets ready before i do..haha

Complete below sentences...
my love towards my hubby is as big as...infinity =)

Al-kisah..

First of all:

*~.:HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMA!:.~*

dah wish semalam and celebrate di Residence Hotel..

yang ke berapa?59 tuuu...hehe

wahh raya dah dekat..

wahhhh baju raya tak beli lagi!

wawawawa..

ok la baru ada satu..but then..mana cukup??!!haha

takpe..this friday shopping sampai lebam..marilah!

(nak sedondon tapi ade org tu xnak beli baju melayu.. :(  )

anyhow..tahun ni 1st time raya ber'hubby'..ape perasaan ek?tah la..belum sampai time die so takde perasaan sgt..ley tak camtu?haha

tapi..tahun nie ada sikit sedih la..ok la tipu..bkn sikit..banyak jugak la..

tahun ni beraya side hubby dulu..iaitu di Shah Alam..(ye dekat but still..huhu)
so tak dapat la beraya dgn my mama n abah early in the morning :(
pergi solat raya sama2..:(
ye lah we all 3 orang je pun..now both of them je yang tinggal berdua..tak tau lah macam mana my mom nak pergi sorang2 tu..sebelum ni selalu kena temankan die..my mom ni die direction out sikit..and too dependent on either my abah or me..sian die..tak ada org nak teman ..wuuuuuu i hope she'll be ok..
bila terpikir benda tu..jadi sedih sangat2 :(((((...
(tetibe emo pulak)

tapi takpe lah..by noon dah boleh balik Seri Putra..yeayy~ heeheeeheeee *clap clap*

nasi tomato oo nasi tomato..windu aku sama kamu..

p/s- nape masih sedih?............

rindu..

rindu rasa nak preggie balik..

haih~

It is about time...

Some human beings are just so insensitive. or is it no common sense at all up there??the least you can do is tanya khabar. Tak nak call, SMS boleh. Max 20 sen. ohhhhh mahal. Takpe la.
Email ada, YM ada, MSN ada. Friendster ada, Facebook ada. Macam2 ada la senang cite dalam dunia serba canggih manggih nie.Alasan ape lagi nak bagi?
Hmm mungkin buta IT.
ke buta HATI??
the latter suits you the best.

is that so freaking hard to do??and yes i do mind.why?
because we are so-called 'family'.literally.

yea right.

dengar pun buat sakit telinga je. belum kira sakit hati lagi.

and the attitude..OMG!sore to the eyes..sick to the stomach.
Tolong la sedar diri sikit. Dont act pure and innocent. Nak muntah haku.

They say..masa susah la kita tau siapa 'who' they really are. I cant agree more on that.
Been keeping this for so long. Malas nak simpan. Nanti jadi cancer pulak merebak satu badan.

to you, you, you, you and you
i cared before..but not anymore.
Your time will come. Allah itu Maha Adil.


To my dear friends who have texted, called, dropped emails, messages and comments for the past few weeks:
My deepest gratitude and appreciation and many thanks for all your prayers, well wishes and support. I really needed them. Thank you sooo much.

To my beloved hubby:
Please hold my hand and walk me through all this. And dont ever let go.
I need you.
I really do.

I'm sorry for being such a burden to you...

Prayers are all i need..

yes..at the moment, that is all i need..

i will write about it when the time is right..

as of now..

its bad news of our lil' sweetpea..

tomorrow will go for another check up..

the hope is there..but not as much as last few days..

please pray for my lil' sweetpea yea friends..

we'll meet again tomorrow yea sayang..hopefully it wont be the last time..
mummy loves you..very much...

.....

A Quickie

Lately nie banyak sungguh cravings gue..macam mana la pipiku ini tak membulat dengan jayanya..dan juga errr perut..seperti biase laa..berlipat2..haha

Last week's craving:

Korean BBQ (treat mummy and daddy to Seoul Garden Pantai Dalam..ahhh lamb grill sangat juicyyyyy)
IKEA meatballs (tah berapa juta kali makan..still tak jemu2. siap beli jam die lagi..and the gravy yang dijual di dalam paket..but y the frozen meatballs dah tak jual??grrrrr)

Yesterday's:

Hainanese Chicken Rice (ended up going to Chicken Rice Shop..ayam double tuuu..siap pow nasi hubby lagi..wahhh hebat tak hebat lah gue sekarang ini..haha)

Today's

Johnny's golden mushroom (yess..berjaya pujuk hubbyku ke alamanda after work..uuuu xsabarnyeee mau makannn)

Tadaaaa

ok ok..here's a quick update to my all loyal readers (cewah)..oh its 10 more days to go..am i freaking out?nope..kooooool aje..hehehe

anyhow nak update ni je..supposedly the solemnization will start at 3.30pm.That was the initial plan. Then tah macam mana the initial tok kadi dah expired pulakkkk..ade ke dah tamat tempoh tauliah tu (tah ape tah..cam license kot) bulan 11 aritu..but tak inform my dad. padahal dah call up tanye semua benda kat dia..didn't even once he mention about dah expired!haiyooo..and that was 1 week ago.Panic tak?of course la..campur hangin satu badan. Then my dad had to go to Pejabat Agama Daerah Kajang and cari jurunikah lain. Luckily the date is still available. But dia nie kerek sket..syaratnya:If 3pm sharp the rombongan tak sampai lagi, die tak akan tunggu. He would go to other places. Sbbnye, ramai orang kawen aritu(and die kerek!huh!)

eh terpanjang pulak citer.Harap2nya semua berjalan lancar la on that day.

hantaran dah settle..baju nikah dah ambil tadi..love it!i design sendiri tauuu..huhuhu
sok fitting baju sanding pulak.Hopefully takyah alter lagi..2 kali dah.penat aku.
what else?hmm ohh ye door gifts pun dah.so tinggal nak pamper myself ajeee..yeayy!

ok nanti update lagi..sooooo tiredddd.Taaa~

Adoih

oh wow..i'm officially broke huuuu

a month salary is gone in one day.. and i'm aching all over the body..aduh penatnye..

but i never felt happier..the new stuffs..for the new life that is coming..worth every single penny and energy..

=)

macam ni minta cuti sebulan pun tak cukup rasanya..penat tuuu haha

BoWL

backdated la sikit entry ni..

We had the friendly bowling tournament last 21 November 2008 after work. The boss called it an outing. It was organized and fully sponsored by our Division Club. Including the dinner at PizzaHut..yummm. Where?Alamanda laa where else. It was super fun..dah lama tak beriadah..indoor pun jadi la kannn..exercise gak..muscle kaki and tangan.haha

fashionably early

moi score in action (highlighted in red) muhaha

feeling lucky..lucky draw tuu

Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass..It's about learning to dance in the rain..

20 days to go!!!

Omg!

20 more days before the the bed is no longer mine alone

20 more days before the tv remote is no longer in my control

20 more days before the priority doesnt revolve around me no more

20 more days before i start feeling guilty for splurging on unnecessary stuffs..

20 more days before i have to seek permission in every move that i'd make..everything that i'd do..

whoaaa

being an independent woman doesn't help me in that sense..at all

yikes~

PrinCeSs

It is every girl dreams to be a princess..or at least being treated as a princess.

I am one of them..

and the definition of a princess might differ from one person to another

as for me

to be loved, appreciated and cherished is all i need

and oh..

surprises!

must haves!!

hmm..slipping a note in the bag or scribbling gibberish notes on a piece of paper kinda cute

dont u think?

mim alif lam sin

ah malas nak cakap pape lagi dah

cakap banyak2 kali pun tak guna

lu pikir la sendiri!