ALHAMDULILLAHHH..FINALLY!!! HOHOHO...

99% cute, 98% sweet, 95% loving, 90% talented, & 100% down to earth
haiyoo..what else would u expect kan?
mm, perhaps some % of truthfulness, % of honesty & % of explanation?
ke u'd prefer me loosing u?

Those percentage I've given to you was intentionally to cheer you up, not to bring confusion nor doubts. I expect myself to have less than that, what more could I say?
Truthfulness? I was being truthfull...
Honesty? I was honest with you, with all my heart no doubt. Only I wasn't being transparent enough...
Explanation? As far as know, I have not been able to explain everything to you personally, not hand-written nor through emails. I'd prefer to meet you personally when I explain what my heart say...
Then let me give you the percentage: 100% of truthfulness, 100% of honesty and 0% of explanation.

waktu sy dah makin singkat
sy dah makin letih asyik tertanya2
dah makin letih asyik terkenang
dan semakin letih pabila rasa dipermainkan
:(

You had once said [may I quote] "If I didn't get a reply from u or if there are some questions that u tend to ignore it. It's ok; I'm not in place to force u. I just have to assume that ur answer is NO...and ur not meant for me..and I need to move on." So I thought you would stick to your assumption...
As I thought [pardon me for that again], that you had move on. I have no intention whatsoever to make you more confused. I have no intention to fool you. I have no intention to put you full in doubts. I have no intention at all for that reasons...
With all do respect, I have my reasons, explanations and answers to your previous email that you had sent me on October 21, 2004. You may have all the time in your life to have it but my request is only if we meet up personally for that.
Please, do not despair your time for me; wondering and feeling tired. I'm not worth it. I'm sure you have someone you could love with all your heart, and I'm happy for you. I apologise for all my wrong-doings, but saying this doesn't mean I'm ignoring or running away from your questions. If you feel that you could not bare talking or chatting with me at the mean time, then I shall respect your decision.

Only if...
Wassalam



kalau hang jawab awal2 cenggini kan senang..haishhh

i've fall in love
it hurts so much
but i want to keep feeling hurt
(lover's concerto)
miss u dearly
dang!
locked up again in ur unspoken world
set me free
set us free
what does it take to do so?

tolonglah.jgn berdiam diri lagi.jgn mengelak lagi.cukuplah.hampir tiga tahun kini.menanti sebuah jawaban.secebis penjelasan.cukuplah.tolonglah.benarkan aku teruskan perjalanan.dgn kau di sisi mahupun cuma ku sendiri.

apdetss..finally

mm...dah koi 4.40am, mata dok sugar-bugar laie. pasai aku tetidoq lepas maghrib tadi. hoho. la ni aku cepat letih. masuk maghrib ja mata musti nk pejam. setan sama kot. atau lebih tepat darjah keimanan la :)